Stop Lying

Okay, I'm having some issues on a site.
So I pretending to be the most happy person ever.
But I feel like I'm lying to myself.
I'm not staying true to myself now.
And it feels disgusting.
But what am I suppose to do?
This other site is full of ignorant people who have ever walked the planet.
I want to ignore them.
But now they consider me a troll, only cause I don't take any tolerance to people absuing their power.
I won't allow them to abuse their power and treat people like that.
But there is no way to fight them.
They like people who kiss their ass and respect every rule they make.
So, what do I do?

Why pretend to be what you're not? I sugest you find the reason you are still there trying to pretend to be this person that you aren't.
I'm deducing that they are either adimins or imune to whatever the main person is. What you are doing is right by what I'm hearing.

On the other hand.
I say quit, it's no good waisting your time on something you don't have to do or don't like. I mean I had something simmilar happen to me on a game sight and I stood my ground till they left. That would be another option but I'm not quite sure on what the situation is.
So I'll start shooting in the dark. Be descriptive without going into detail is what my english teacher tells me to do in these kinds of situations. I don't think it always works though.

Not sure if it helps but at least I can say I tried.

I know, but the situation is very hard to comprehend myself.
I'm trying my best to survive in such a violent and hostile environment.

Totally not the best advice giver here but listen to yourself, what does Rem want to do? Not I'll become this person for you guys. If you want to go back to being you do it mate, you shouldn't lie or be false to your own ideals cause then you feel bad you know?

OR

You could just tell them where to stick it? (I suggest go for this option ONLY if your totally *****ed with those people)

OR just Ignore what I say, that works too

"violent" and "hostile"? Sehsh, sounds terrible.

Depends what you like though....

I mean the only thing you will do is what you seems right, we can only suggest what to say/do but you're only going to listen if you think it's going to help, so just stay tru to yourself

Okay I'm going to be straight out on you guys.
This place has a great RPG area.
I like the RPG area, but it seems everyone loathes me there.
Just cause I kicked up the dirt the mods and admins were hiding under the carpet.
I don't want to leave.
But I hate being hated, just because I did the right thing.

Oh now that's a tough one. beter now that you exsplained more but still that's really a tough one.

Could you not aplogise to the guys and/or girls? or PM around and try to sort things out quietly?? I think something like that would be best, to follow the saying "Forgive and Forget"

Ah, I know what you're talking about. You don't need to explain it to me.

I feel the same way you do: why stick around if you feel that everyone hates you or you're being ignored or something? I've seriously debated leaving too, but then there is the RPG and I don't really want to leave that.

I'm not sure if I'm the best person to be handing out any type of advice since I'm sort of in the same spot. I personally hate going on anymore because of the way people act and treat each other and I'm not one that can handle those sorts of things very well (not without mentally freaking out). I've dealt with people like that before on another site (completely different) and I've almost abandoned it altogether. It was flamers and he never seemed to go away no matter how many times I blocked him. And the mods, they just let it continue and don't care how low and hated it made you feel, which sort of made things worse. They never did anything to stop him and I'm sure other people have complained about him. He was a troll and a flammer.

It made me hate it a lot and haven't touched on the matter too much since.

Just know, that what ever choice you make, I'm sure, will be a good choice. Just make sure that it helps you and leaves you feeling comfortable. Remember, it's what you want and what leaves you feeling better. It's not really what the think. Don't let them have the upper hand on you. Don't care what they think. It's all about what is best for you.

I hope it helps and that it's my place to say anything. If not, you can ignore me

I know what place you're talking about, but I won't say the name.

To be honest, you shouldn't take it seriously. I had the same issues at first. It just comes with being a new member there, that's all.